Tuesday, May 18, 2010'♥
About a week ago, just before the SS paper, i was rummaging my stuffs in the drawer to find the calculator for Laifeng.I saw a flat fererro rocher's box containing a few letters.
Those were letters Jo & Val wrote back when they were working in Shanghai years back.
I took a chair, & sat down to re-read those letters. ( I do it once in awhile when i have nothing to do, Lol.)
These was before they left Singapore.
Val's : ' I wouldn't wait till the day we leave then open the letter. Wanted to know what you have to say to me '
* Tears beginning to flow down my cheeks. *
Jo's : ' ... from the day your mother & father told me that they have you, I have been longing for your arrival. '
Tears are all over my face. * Looking for tissue *
Through the week, it was really so tough for me. Memorizing those alien lang that doesn't make any sense to me.
Oh well, actually, it does.
This was the only goal i'm working towards.
A better life for everyone, my family.
Okay, i know it's still early when it comes to providing for the family.
Honestly speaking, i'm not a bright person, so i will have to work doubly hard to achieve what others are achieving, in order to get what i want.
I believe i can.
Yea, there are setbacks at times( failing test & exams ),
They are only signalling to me that i should work even harder!
Its only 12 more days to my O level chinese.
Lol. I use to worry so much for paper 1.
Now i'm doing well for paper 1 ( Yea! I've just top the level including 4E & 5N for part 1),
now worrying for paper 2. :( Sigh, i'm doing really not as well.
Have to really buck up. :D
I don't think i can go to my dream course. Now, i only hope to go to poly, that's all.
